Freewebs http://whispering-rain.webs.com/blog.htm On Monday I asked out my crush. Yes, I asked him out finally! But I stuttered! I have never stuttered around boy's before. It is like a new thing to me. He said "I don't want a girlfriend right now," and I don't know why he didn't just say no. It would of been simpler. My heart was going ba dump, ba dump the whole time that I was talking to him! It didn't bother me none so I went home still in my jolly mood. When I deported from the bus Erica, a lesbian, was outside playing around. She is in tenth grade and has lived in our neighborhood longer than me but I had properly introduced myself Monday. We talked for a while and I noticed that she was checking me out while we walked. My friend was with us and we all enjoyed the convorsation. After I had gone up the steps she asked my friend if I was bisexual. Of course my friend said no and Erica said "oh, I was gonna ask her out if she was," and I didn't freak out like most girls would. Instead I just said oh and asked a bunch of questions. Then, I thought that my friend was loyal enough and told her about my past years. Last year I went full lesbian for a total of three weeks. Right down to watching other girls butts move as they walked by. I guess I never really came above those weeks. There was something about dating girls. They understood me. I want to get married to a man though. I know that because I want a ton of kids! Also, I had my first kiss when I was seven. It was in the girls bathroom with a little girl named Nikki. She had a crush on me and I never really pushed her away when she came onto me. I guess that this means I am bisexual. I would never hit on my friends unless they are extremly hot and awesome dudes. Erica asked me and it has been a very long time since I have been asked out by a girl. Very long time. I haven't said anything and I have a strange feeling that she'll be at the bus stop tomorrow when I get off of the bus. Wish me luck!

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